hmmz

i actually blogged a couple times this year? crazy.

i think things are going well this year. too well.
schedule for the summer
monday- ultimate with Hot as HCUK
tuesday- soccer with RICE
wednesday- YMCA with Justin
thursday- softball with Klastos
friday- small group with Pyrex
saturday-
sunday-

hm. does time solve issues? i feel like as time went on things just started working out for me.. either that, or i just grew up a bit and got over things that didnt matter. i wonder if it'll be like that for other people.

thing that bothers me- caring for a bunch of people who dont care for me.
thing that bothers me even more- knowing that at the same time i might be someone who isnt caring enough for someone else who needs it.

emotions are the death of me

dang im such a kid

hi

leaving God out of all this. how must i reconnect?

really looking forward to: uni. to a different setting. to meeting new people. to attending a new church. to change. to independence. to a challenge. to be different. to be the same. to be nobody. to be missed. to be away. to messing up. to learning. to not know.

people. me. sigh.

i laugh at this post.