Miss me?

I don't either

Haven't posted a real post in like almost a year! maybe i should have just waited a tad longer and then it'd actually be year. oh well..

here's a post that you probably wont want to bother reading. not that id expect anyone to be reading this anyways..

hmm, lately it's just been auto pilot for me. Everything has just been going. My brain was being fairly useless the last while! Anyways, so it's time to come back to the blog and talk at it, and hopefully blog will help me start to use my brain again, perhaps reflect and think about things that i've done..

But for now, just to jot down some of the things that i be doin in the next while...

-university applications!
-indoor soccer every thursday evening-ish starting... the 24th!
-night school every monday and wednesday nights start in feb!
-work on passing my grade 12 year so i can graduate!
-amongst other busyness of life, which i can't think of or dont feel like mentioning.

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with my life becoming ever so consumed with worries and such i just 'ran' away and avoided things hoping they would fix itself. that totally didnt happen! Especially with school. Not doing work really doesnt help. hm. but that's beside the point. actually there is no point. but that wasnt what i was going to talk about. So yes, in the past while of just being lifeless (refer to auto pilot) ive felt so very disconnected from God. *sigh* I made a few attempts to just spend time and reconnect with Him but i really feel ever so distant and like there was nothing there.
Yet there was that one time i went out walking out on the lake at Shalom and even though i really didnt feel i connected to God much, He still reminded me of how awesome he is and i was so so in awe of his creation.

Here's a picture i took while i was taking that walk...







the picture is kinda nice in my opinion since im not really a photographer or anything.. but it no where near captures the beauty of his creation i say! i was standing there and it was just like =0 so beautiful.

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short post. i'll probably get back to blogging in the coming timess. this was just like a warm up.. getting used to blogging again kinda thing. heh