bad timing!
right now would be a REALLY bad time to blog! but oh well. here's some thoughts.
oh yeah, and for those crazy people who still happened to check my blog... wow! thanks for checking? who woulda thunk people would still be around and about... after such a long time of nothingness. =0. anyways.
btw-i wouldnt bother reading this if i were you. it is merely a waste of your time and there is nothing thought provoking or anything of that matter in here. just me
rambling about some things on my mind.
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School
Thinking about university is kind of fun, and not! at the same time. It's fun thinking about so many different choices that i could potentially make, the would change my life like crazy! My first, own, real decision in life. =0!! And at the same time, it's scary, because well, i dont want to not graduate.
So for those people that dont know yet : here's the places ive applied to...
-Ryerson, Waterloo, Queens
I am also kind of in the process of applying to RMC. apparently i can't apply directly and have to go through some kind of recruiting center. that's what ill be spending my day doing tomorrow...before my exam on tuesday. yay!
Been kind of thinkin about all this stuff about where i could potentially go next school year, and it's really hard deciding whether i should stay in town or go out of town! well that is assuming that i'll actually have a choice and all... aka get acceptances. OR maybe God will just make my life easy and i'll only get accepted to one place.
Ok, when i applied i wasnt really actually thinking that i had a chance to ACTUALLY get into waterloo or queens, but i just applied there because i thought it'd be cool to go there and well, if i actually (for some odd reason) got accepted... then maybe that's where God wants me perhaps? *shrug*
Anywayysss my top choice i think is RMC. i really wants to go there! kind of.. Buuut leaving ET leaves me in a bit of a doubt. could i really survive without my friends? would i suddenly be disconnected from this world? aah.
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Soccer
Yay for indoor soccer! Thanks for inviting me to play with you guys, Will. Soo Wesley joined an indoor soccer team that plays in a.. recreational league? anyways, it's soccer, and it's fun. so that's that. I actually really miss indoor soccer. i grew up playing indoor! gahh gotta miss that.
Also a very unique experience, in the way that im now with a whole bunch of "old"! people! yay for being the youngin in the group once again! hahaha. But it's all good... definitely gonna be lots of fun and looking forward to the season! Getting to know new people is always good..
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Summer?
Ooh, i dont know why im thinking this far into the year yet because i still have so much to uh, worry about, i guess. Buuut for this summer im not reallly sure what to do! I think i want a job, so that i can have some income once again. Don't think ill be wanting to work for the church again, just so i can have some experience outside of church stuff for once. And maybe not with kids too. I think i dont have the patience and energy to put up with kids all the time anymore. hmm.
Soccer? Ultimate frisbee? Softball? all 3? Im not really sure what sports ill be playing this summer... but i think id really like to play all of them if i could hahaha. That would be fun! and tiring! Not much thoughts on all that...except for...
softball! Gah, softball. Not sure where to start. Hmm, don't know if everyone knows about all that parent stuff... actually i dont really know much about it... but i do know that parents have been complaining, and havent liked the way stuff has been. Or at least the part where we're out together too much. I personally like the whole bonding aspect of softball the most. All the hangouts and stuff... don't take that away! D= But no, not only are we kinda taking that away, we're taking away the softball part of it too! grr. Don't have too much to say, or don't want to say too much. Im not really mad at the parents... i dont think.. but...why!? why?!. anyways, if i do play softball and these um, 'rules' do come around and do go into effect, then well, i dont think i really want to be a part of ET junior softball. =(. No, not bitter.. but i dont really like being restricted. And yes, i know that i can probably still do whatever i want, but i dont really want to be a cause for well, parents' complaints. Anyways, that's that for softball really. I'll probably be around, just playing for a different church if that's the case. <- That'll be interesting. Never thought it'd come to be. I always looked at other people and asked myself 'why would they do that?'(as in, when ET-ers leave ET sball) And no, im totally not saying that i might/probably leave is a good choice or anything like that <-just a disclaimer so that people dont go off telling me that im not doing the right thing or w/e and so on and so forth (although if you do have those thoughts feel free to let me know because i really would like to know)
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blablabla...
I dont get me. Why am i like what im like? Why can't i be ________? Why can't i not be _____?
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anyways
its late. getting kicked out of my room.
done and done. till the next time...
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edit
oh yeah. i dont know ifyou were kidding or not, but that kind of hurt. i DO care.
oh yeah, and for those crazy people who still happened to check my blog... wow! thanks for checking? who woulda thunk people would still be around and about... after such a long time of nothingness. =0. anyways.
btw-i wouldnt bother reading this if i were you. it is merely a waste of your time and there is nothing thought provoking or anything of that matter in here. just me
rambling about some things on my mind.
-------------------------------------------
School
Thinking about university is kind of fun, and not! at the same time. It's fun thinking about so many different choices that i could potentially make, the would change my life like crazy! My first, own, real decision in life. =0!! And at the same time, it's scary, because well, i dont want to not graduate.
So for those people that dont know yet : here's the places ive applied to...
-Ryerson, Waterloo, Queens
I am also kind of in the process of applying to RMC. apparently i can't apply directly and have to go through some kind of recruiting center. that's what ill be spending my day doing tomorrow...before my exam on tuesday. yay!
Been kind of thinkin about all this stuff about where i could potentially go next school year, and it's really hard deciding whether i should stay in town or go out of town! well that is assuming that i'll actually have a choice and all... aka get acceptances. OR maybe God will just make my life easy and i'll only get accepted to one place.
Ok, when i applied i wasnt really actually thinking that i had a chance to ACTUALLY get into waterloo or queens, but i just applied there because i thought it'd be cool to go there and well, if i actually (for some odd reason) got accepted... then maybe that's where God wants me perhaps? *shrug*
Anywayysss my top choice i think is RMC. i really wants to go there! kind of.. Buuut leaving ET leaves me in a bit of a doubt. could i really survive without my friends? would i suddenly be disconnected from this world? aah.
---------------------------------------
Soccer
Yay for indoor soccer! Thanks for inviting me to play with you guys, Will. Soo Wesley joined an indoor soccer team that plays in a.. recreational league? anyways, it's soccer, and it's fun. so that's that. I actually really miss indoor soccer. i grew up playing indoor! gahh gotta miss that.
Also a very unique experience, in the way that im now with a whole bunch of "old"! people! yay for being the youngin in the group once again! hahaha. But it's all good... definitely gonna be lots of fun and looking forward to the season! Getting to know new people is always good..
----------------------------------------
Summer?
Ooh, i dont know why im thinking this far into the year yet because i still have so much to uh, worry about, i guess. Buuut for this summer im not reallly sure what to do! I think i want a job, so that i can have some income once again. Don't think ill be wanting to work for the church again, just so i can have some experience outside of church stuff for once. And maybe not with kids too. I think i dont have the patience and energy to put up with kids all the time anymore. hmm.
Soccer? Ultimate frisbee? Softball? all 3? Im not really sure what sports ill be playing this summer... but i think id really like to play all of them if i could hahaha. That would be fun! and tiring! Not much thoughts on all that...except for...
softball! Gah, softball. Not sure where to start. Hmm, don't know if everyone knows about all that parent stuff... actually i dont really know much about it... but i do know that parents have been complaining, and havent liked the way stuff has been. Or at least the part where we're out together too much. I personally like the whole bonding aspect of softball the most. All the hangouts and stuff... don't take that away! D= But no, not only are we kinda taking that away, we're taking away the softball part of it too! grr. Don't have too much to say, or don't want to say too much. Im not really mad at the parents... i dont think.. but...why!? why?!. anyways, if i do play softball and these um, 'rules' do come around and do go into effect, then well, i dont think i really want to be a part of ET junior softball. =(. No, not bitter.. but i dont really like being restricted. And yes, i know that i can probably still do whatever i want, but i dont really want to be a cause for well, parents' complaints. Anyways, that's that for softball really. I'll probably be around, just playing for a different church if that's the case. <- That'll be interesting. Never thought it'd come to be. I always looked at other people and asked myself 'why would they do that?'(as in, when ET-ers leave ET sball) And no, im totally not saying that i might/probably leave is a good choice or anything like that <-just a disclaimer so that people dont go off telling me that im not doing the right thing or w/e and so on and so forth (although if you do have those thoughts feel free to let me know because i really would like to know)
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blablabla...
I dont get me. Why am i like what im like? Why can't i be ________? Why can't i not be _____?
------------------------------
anyways
its late. getting kicked out of my room.
done and done. till the next time...
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edit
oh yeah. i dont know ifyou were kidding or not, but that kind of hurt. i DO care.
posted by wess at 1:02 AM
1 Comments:
if you bother writing, i'll bother reading. it's YOU that matter, stop trying to defer that away haha.
What's RMC btw? I'm excited for your next year - just be assured, in-town or out-of-town, the opportunities are countless.
On summer, hey, I think the only thing I'll say is this: "ask what defines you first: ET, or softball player, and let your actions support it"
I've been talking to some others... don't give up. If anything, the parents needs to know the valued opinions of you junior veterans, now, more than ever. It could be the perfect time to speak up boldly and respectfully.
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