Thursday, November 30, 2006

24 hours.

Hmmm, im pretty sure God didnt put 24 hours in one day... so that i could waste more than half of it. im pretty sure... *sigh*

It's been a while since i blogged... hmm. LIfe has been stressful. School is really starting to pile on the work. I wish i didn't actually care so much at times... and then i could be a little more free.. like before.

Things to work on - HOMEWORK, time management, discipline, waking up in the mornings, discipline, time management, homework, waking up in the mornings, discipline, homework, time management, and discipline. Oh yea. i also need to work on discipline. Growing up is so hard. =( I need someone to discipline me... i can't do it by myself... come back parents! =
This past week has been crazy with huge amounts of work and tests and such. Sleeping patterns getting worse. And here is where discipline comes in. It's not that i spend my whole day doing hwk and can't finish... but rather i waste time and then when i start working it takes me forever...cuz there's tons. ANd even when i DO work the whole day...well rather... "work the whole day"... i end up not doing much for the first hours when i sit in front of my work and get nothing done because it's so hard for my brain to work when it doesnt want to especially when im kinda tired and i dont have any motivation to work anyway and this is where i need to work on my time management and discipline and homework and also im starting to go crazy and insane and it's no good! aah. I want winter...or a break... come hither winter break!

I also wanted to thanks all those people for the encouragements. Thanks T0Ns _____, for being there. You can insert your own name there. Whether it was just a short chat, or a long one, or even none.. thanks. Just having you read this shows that you MIGHt just care. So thanks =)

Sometimes i feel like im all alone and there's no one there... but truly..truly.. there is so much support. Thanks to ALL.

SChool is making me go emo more than i already am. aah. lol...

Im stuck in a vicious cycle of stupidity. I ask ..."teach me to learn..." but... i can't be taught because i dont know how to learn =(. Does that make sense? oh well. i told you i was stuck somewhere within the realm of stupidity.

emotions...moving too fast for my own good...or rather... wanting to. need to slow down... =\ grow up! aah.

Short blog again. =\.... will i ever get back into the blogging self? heh... and there goes another 30 mins of my 24 hours wasted. =)
-wes

5 Comments:

Blogger hailey said...

first times TWO!
ohmaan. school has just been real rough for all of us, but don't ever forget that we're always here for you if you need us, and God most importantly too!=) ty for the encouragementt & i hope the same goes for you too- whenever you feel everything piling up just think theres only ...6 months now? until summer =D AND that it could be much worse. haah and like two weeks until the talent show>=) looking forward to friday! (i won't bail this time xD) well i guess i should start on my 'mini-project' hehe. TATA! =)
hergy yo yergy!!
jso;ru (moved to the right; look on your left)

5:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey...man okay you know what's really stupid for me? I never REALLY work until after I eat and shower...by then it's like ten thirty and I get so sleepy and brain dead. Ahh I don't know what happened to me..since October I haven't gone to bed before 12...and especially recently I keep ending up with only six hours of sleep. And I'm not someone who can live on that. I dunno how I've been not doing it for the last while, but now I'm just sleeping in class and not being able to concentrate at all.

I know I also need to work on my homeworking, TIME MANAGEMENT, waking up in the morning and to not keep chatting with people when I really need to work...which is almost all the time..

But hey..enough about me (who cares)...yeah we're all here for you even though I never really have any encouraging things to say lol. Yep So take care of yourself (don't go emo o_0) and Christmas is SOON!! Three weeks! =P

6:12 PM  
Blogger ` crystaℓℓ♥ said...

i can't say that i can help you so much with ur problems.. but im definitely here to lend a shoulder.. or to sit with you and just listen.. but break is coming soon! hang in there.. we all are..
pssstt.. i have a prob with time management.. and getting up in the morning too! so ur not alone.. =)
you need a hug..
here's mine!
HUGGLES!

10:04 PM  
Blogger dani said...

hey....almost there...
get off youtube!! although i must say they're good vids. =)

i'll be here to tell you to do your work! i think we both need it. and the parents...

11:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Don't worry, almost half way there! Don't let school beat you at life =P

9:20 PM  

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