T.U.P.A.C.
ok guys, in lack of ideas for a title, i had to think of something stupid...and this acronym came along. The University People Are Cool. Went out with some of the Titus after leaving church at like 12...some of them are pretty crazy and stuff.. Fun people...its too bad i wasn't in my more-talkative self at that time. I'll apologize now to all those who found my title thing extremely stupid and corny. i totally understand, because it IS. i just cant think of something to put there.
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happenings...
Been quite the busy lately...going to church almost every day to go in and help with the decorations and stuff...and that's been fun. Although very tiring, as well as boring and the work being tedious sometimes...its been fun overall. Getting up early has sucked (of course)...but ah well. There's so much decoration stuff im sure everything will look pretty awesome...i can't wait 'till the Kids Camp arrives.
Summer Sojourn was over the weekend...was nice...ask me about that if you want to know..
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And of course...softball. Oh how i miss thee, softball. Been having a few practices over our 3 week break. Im getting really rusty...so ill have to train up and get back into shape. I got hit 3 times on the day lumacles and oramas came together and played (tuesday). That was fun. It was a nice 1st, 2nd, and 3rd time getting hit. I hope they're the last though. On thursday i had another accident after jumping onto a pile of balls. Accident prone! ah well, looking forward to the coming weekend of softball and stuff...like JK's concert.
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Stuff has been on my mind.. Sometimes i feel like its so hard to keep on being nice and loving others, when it all just seems to be taken for granted, and there seems to be no reward, or fruits coming from the efforts that are put in. Am i not being nice enough? Am i trying too hard? Why can't they just show some appreciation?
Many thoughts like this cloud my mind sometimes...and today I just had the time to just sit and talk with God. Having Him remind me to just love unconditionally...that God's love is all that we need...that He is more than enough... Reminding me to not be selfish..But...its not just that easy...is it? Is it wrong to long for acknowledgement for the things that we do? Is it wrong to want to receive some love as a token of appreciation for what we have done?
Don't get me wrong...I dont do all these things i do (referring to being nice to others and whatnot) because im looking for some recognition and stuff...but I do it because I feel that God calls us to love others and to be encouraging... And the feeling of helping others is great... but when it seems like all this effort comes out fruitless in the end...i cant help but think..what am i doing wrong?
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happenings...
Been quite the busy lately...going to church almost every day to go in and help with the decorations and stuff...and that's been fun. Although very tiring, as well as boring and the work being tedious sometimes...its been fun overall. Getting up early has sucked (of course)...but ah well. There's so much decoration stuff im sure everything will look pretty awesome...i can't wait 'till the Kids Camp arrives.
Summer Sojourn was over the weekend...was nice...ask me about that if you want to know..
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And of course...softball. Oh how i miss thee, softball. Been having a few practices over our 3 week break. Im getting really rusty...so ill have to train up and get back into shape. I got hit 3 times on the day lumacles and oramas came together and played (tuesday). That was fun. It was a nice 1st, 2nd, and 3rd time getting hit. I hope they're the last though. On thursday i had another accident after jumping onto a pile of balls. Accident prone! ah well, looking forward to the coming weekend of softball and stuff...like JK's concert.
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Stuff has been on my mind.. Sometimes i feel like its so hard to keep on being nice and loving others, when it all just seems to be taken for granted, and there seems to be no reward, or fruits coming from the efforts that are put in. Am i not being nice enough? Am i trying too hard? Why can't they just show some appreciation?
Many thoughts like this cloud my mind sometimes...and today I just had the time to just sit and talk with God. Having Him remind me to just love unconditionally...that God's love is all that we need...that He is more than enough... Reminding me to not be selfish..But...its not just that easy...is it? Is it wrong to long for acknowledgement for the things that we do? Is it wrong to want to receive some love as a token of appreciation for what we have done?
Don't get me wrong...I dont do all these things i do (referring to being nice to others and whatnot) because im looking for some recognition and stuff...but I do it because I feel that God calls us to love others and to be encouraging... And the feeling of helping others is great... but when it seems like all this effort comes out fruitless in the end...i cant help but think..what am i doing wrong?

4 Comments:
hey, personally i dont think ur doing anything wrong =) even if ppl dont show it, it doesnt mean they dont appreciate it, i mean i surely appreciate it =D
what DOES T.U.P.A.C. mean??
and hey, i think what you're doing is great. people feel included when they're wiht you, and if they don't appreciate it...they should.
although i have to say, sometimes it's taken the wrong way...and there's not much you can do about that from your end.
did you not read or did you not read? The University People Are Cool.
i did not read.
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